mishegas

the ice is on fire
bumper car gridlock
in the house of eternal glaring mirrors

roller derby queens in the mosh pit

dire, splintered rose of morning,
flush from the recent triathlon,
scoops tainted blood
into the shoes of passersby,
snagging their throats
with treble hooks of laughter,
inappropriate sympathies,
and an unreasonable sense
of doubtful kinship

chuffed to be chaffed,
lampooned, stranded, laid bare,
out on the hard, white, diamond beach

all fat and blubbering;
every bit as distressed
as a snow covered bear trap,
whistling a lullaby

the panting team of dogs,
recovering from their labors
at the front end of the long sled,
lined with the tusks of sea lions,
the hides of wolves and polar bears,
full of provision pouches,
stuffed with the fat of seals,
the jerked meat of horses and sheep,
the oil of whale fat, lamps
with tinder, flint and steel,
maps and spyglass

come what may,
take all comers,
oh come, all ye
entirely too faithful
in thy selves
and thy surety

when the steps to the kingdom
are many, and fraught with
the myriad challenges of the pale rider

footfalls in the tundra are
rarely heard farther than a few links

panicked and labored breaths
go not much more than a perch

hysterical screams, pleas for help,
these fall under the brutal
gales of blustery winter,
after not more than a chain’s length

and, hope, that frail desert flower,
it seizes up in the fierce cold,
after but one or two barleycorns

the unhinged advice
of prairie-mad soothsayers,
tolling on, cracked bells,
silly, cocky and cockeyed songs
of ignoring advisory cautions

repentance, penance,
cold forgiveness,

touched in the head,
white-bearded archons,
flat on their backs and somehow
flush with the skyline

gossamer wisdoms,
stitched singly, haphazardly,
threaded with baby’s breath
and prideful schemes of humanity,
pining after such translucent
and diaphanous tales
as freedom and solidarity

thimbleful of knowledge,
bottomless well of thirst

finding servitude
at the feet of the hard,
white, glass god

coarse altars of lead,
chalcedony, hematite,
heliotrope, and smoky quartz

the spilled inner workings of
snow dusted pigeons,
drizzled over wreaths of holly,
mistletoe, and amaranth

peculiar characters,
etched into collar bones

sequences of numerals, names,
and pictographic metaphors
of violent inundation

it is sometimes possible
to pilot oneself spritely
through the tiny cracks
in the walls of elemental fortresses

although, it is necessary
to be infinitesimally small

slight enough to seep in
through the inconspicuous
spaces between nucleus,
proton, and electron

the guards there
demand steep tributes
of outlandish bribery

otherwise, they will allow
a foreigner to pass, unabated

most would-be breakers
of the firm law of covalent bonds
fail to remember the signs,
and passwords,

they perish in surprise,
taking the slow slide
down the fireman’s icicle pole,
expiring on tempered lengths
of bastard steel

tumbling down,
all Raggedy Ann,
on the intolerant,
vengeful Nordic coastline
of Hagalaz and Isa,
Hail and Ice,
the penalties of cruel Thuriaz

blisters are cells of memory,
connective synapses of
recollection, the mysteries of how
horses and fresh lambs drop,
all nimble and precocious,
right from their mothers wombs

this, while the purview of warriors,
kings and commoners,
despots and derelicts
is a nearly hobbled state
of tardy incapacitation

hamstrung, in tiny wooden prisons,
little more than strips of bark
and thick switches and kindling

captured, helpless,
in thatched barracks of straw,
bundles of linen, and
distracted into oblivion
by sparkling colors

lower beasts,
nearly ready for the long journey
at the first hour and breath

the armies of men,
stumbling along immense
assembly lines of careful speculation,
as with the construction
of ocean vessels and whole kingdoms

dashing to and fro, for a few
handfuls of fitful days,
and then, flopping down,
all useless and dead,
onto the ivory floor of cathedral,
lapsing into comatose stupidity,
before the misty-eyed gentry,
all aghast and agape
in their cemetery processions

garlands and banners,
horns, and other things,
all about as useful
and as sensible as
fistfuls of frozen rain,
hurled at bloodshot eyes,
in a farcical effort
to turn back the sun

casualties of winter
casual business,
and other synonyms for
meshuggeneh

there is nothing here,
except razor and concussion

there was little else,
before

there will be so very much more,
after all the pages in this calendar
finish collapsing,
and the scorpion chicks
hatch in the spring

Medusa’s brood,
arising from pockets
beneath the deep sea

haloed gypsy birds
dance ridiculous jigs
of rain summoning

the rain, overzealous,
violently stabs the messenger,
plucks out the beans
of its collaborators
and benefactors

every catapult
needs a good story
to tell at parties

it breaks the stalemate,
gets strangers to drop their cards
below line of sight; defenses,
all poesy fall down
in the fireplace
ready for the singeing,
jousting steer of the brutal,
searing poker, and throttled
by the iron callousness of
the black bands of weighty tongs

each extraneous, irrelevant heartbeat
flutters briskly through
the epistemic landscape,
with great and needless fanfare;
cones of pine, juniper, and spruce,
arriving, on schedule,
in crisp, popcorn condition,
and announcing their candidacy
to throngs of disinterested
piles of wanton ash
and charred corpses

even if the pellucid cloak
of the frigid undertaker was not
already draped unceremoniously
over the frozen casket,

the bleached fangs
of a ravenous, predatory spirit
of long forgotten murder
is already snapped
halfway through the femur

rigor makes it silent house call
and gets fussy when its tea isn’t ready,
or prepared just right

and it just so happens that…
all the tea fell into the fishing hole,
beside that steep ravine,
about three furlongs back

no one is
going back
to retrieve it

in point of fact,
no one is
going back

the infamous baby blues
of the orthodox reaper’s gaze
are nothing but fishwife tales,
windblown, fanciful stories
for the antsy sprats

no, only the empty chasms
of endless black sockets
are what comes to collect

it is pittance of a sacrifice of time
a brief stop off,
the breadth of a wink and a nod

the somber, noiseless driver
barely slows the funereal sleigh,
little more than a knot or two

just long enough to
drop off a carcass
to the butcher
at central weigh station
at the junction of nowhere
and anywhere

a nameless parcel drop point
in a never ending whiteout of
dusty white sepulchers of
bleached curtain stillness
naught, added, heaped upon
still more naught

waiting endlessly
at the barred gateway
above Davy Jones’s Locker,
that impenetrable doorway,
never to open, frozen fast
by an ancient curse,
cast by a race of creatures
who no longer dwell in these parts,
and hence, it cannot be undone
or broken

there is only stillness

there is only the
prone slumber of waiting
for the cessation of
that which ceaseth not

beneath the pallor of this
unsympathizing row
of colorless manacles,
fastened to illusory,
two-dimensional jailhouse walls,
wandering, listless,
between the vibrant universes
of the living and the
stale, crumbling patterns
of the unknown dead

there is the sled captain,
who stands high, at the whip,
and then, there are the dogs

there is the eternal fisherman,
and there is a lifeless stringer
of salmon flavored icicle pops,
trailing in the terminal waters,
behind Charon’s skiff

in between, nothing, torpor of wasteland

and, any trace of
once beautiful mystery,
now stripped away

laid bare
before all
and none,

no more
gray shades
of lingering doubt

as to which one
is which


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truncated thermometers

my harpsichord needs new spark plugs

there’s a little too much play
in this troglodyte toggle switch;
it’s randomly going on and off,
and that could mean that
no one at all is going to get hurt

I went halfway around the world,
just to change your mind,
turn it all around,
and go the rest of the way homeless

I stopped being witty and cute
about five and a half hours
before I ever got started

horrific crash,
a dust bunny in the corner
slammed into me, head on,
and I nearly died

when I say that I’ll
wake up again tomorrow
and carry on as usual,
no one ever takes these
threats of self-harm seriously

a good scouring scourge
is a healthy part of any
unbalanced individual’s therapy;
I recommend you go on Tuesdays,
between the hours of midnight and
fathomless apathy;
ask for Tomás

embracing the barn owl’s lofty promise
was always a noble goal;
if we’re talking about the goal that is
that precious few inches
of golden airspace
between your drunk friend’s fingers,
in which they present you
the priceless opportunity
to hit your paper football through it

back into the lab,
to draw up new schematics
for sucker punch melody grinders
and rambunctious shades of taupe

the widget blueprints were leaked;
the balloon factory obviously has a mole

every single bit of this
was somehow even better
than the other one that you
weren’t paying attention to, either

the pretzel grenades will
make short work of our adversaries;
short work that will malinger
through the frenzied millennia

even now, in this
early phase of the campaign,
our garden gnome mercenaries
are gathering reconnaissance
and torturing the water hose
for useful information
about that twig over by the fence

let’s synchronize our watches
we’ll reconvene at eleven hundred hours
to plan our assault on
that blueberry cheesecake

to imply that there’s some potentially
better use of our time and energy
is an offense punishable by
not being offered a slice
of cheesecake

that’ll teach those bastards

in the meantime,
I have hired a new duende,
and we can trust that
all the the arrangements
will be handled appropriately

our schemes of passive conquest,
followed by a bit of relaxing seppuku
are quite safe within its capable,
razored claws

tonight’s humiliation is the epitome
of postmodern junkyard chic;
I like mine sautéed with garlic,
onion, mandrake root, capsicum,
wolfsbane, and a pinch of dill

de rigueur new wave infatuation
folds up nicely, and tucks away neatly
into the furnace

these feral scarecrows
wander through the violet patch,
looking for windbreakers, opium,
and elusive moments of quiet,
inspired slaughter


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the fishy word salad of the day is soup

i.

discount buggers,
sitting too short in the saddle
to catch any light

but, far too tall
to be dead things,
since dead things
don’t sit tall in saddles

not quite full-fledged maniacs,
lacking in the forthright candor
of more honest lunatics

mockeries of invisible garbage

pieces you can’t quite sort
from all the other forgeries

ii.

the easiest lie to tell
is always the one
that was undisputed,
when you told it
to yourself

iii.

broken pieces
of education,
peppered liberally
over a plate of
wishful thinking

half-truths,
fractions of wisdom

chicken scratch cheat sheets
in secret breast pockets

decency spent
far too many wasted evenings
trying to shape a pile of vomit
into a snow angel

but, the toothpaste is already out of
the inner tube

besides, the inner tubes
are all useless now;

the tires were all stolen months ago

there is no sculpting
dour secular emptiness
into glorious, golden cathedrals

one does not simply turn
recidivistic destroyers
into genius inventor candy makers,
acrobatic violinist movie stars,
or unicorn blacksmith ballerinas

thespians of the eternal grift,
they have no thirst or pallet
for love stories,
only tragedy
and horror

it is exceedingly difficult
to shape small piles of
deformed turd nuggets
into the colossus

the thing is…
if you put a hat
over a turd…
no one sees a turd;
they just see a hat

and, god help
the poor bastard who
tries to put it on

sprinkle a big pile of rose petals
right over top of the whole thing,
and you won’t even smell it

but it’s still there

iv.

it’s really not important,
what I’m going on about

probably better if you just
take a nap
through the rest of this

v.

if the impressive would stop
trying to elevate the unimpressive
then, they’d be more impressive

if they’d stop trying to
raise the dead,
it would be very impressed, indeed

if the unimpressive
would stop trying to
decimate the impressive,
they’d already be half the way
towards making a
positive impression

but, none of this
is due to change

vi.

seven in the side pocket?
my ass

there are four in this room
who can make that shot,
and you ain’t one of ’em

like I said, it really doesn’t matter
what I am babbling about

go back to sleep

or better yet…

there’s a small slip of paper,
rolled up around a dull pencil;
it’s not a number two pencil,
but rather, one of those
no-name brands

it’s in the top right drawer
of that bureau over there

it’s held in place on the pencil
by a rubber band

it’s underneath a pile of
old letters and yellowing catalogs

go open the desk drawer,
remove the stacks of papers, and
pick up the pencil

remove the rubber band,
unroll the little slip of paper
from off of the pencil, and unfold it

what’s it say?

that’s right,
it says,

“Fuck you.”

no, that’s okay,
you can keep it;
it’s yours

take it with you,
and share it with
the rest of your kin,

all the other
black holes

the liars, fakers, pretenders,
predators, thieves, naggers,
reality-twisters, dream-stealers,
complainers and haters,
would-be conquerers
of insignificant kingdoms

fighting razor tooth fang nail claw
over the right to wear a crown
made out of rusty wire coat hangers

or, a tiara crafted from zip ties,
and tinsel from
last year’s Christmas tree

two-legged, toothless dogs,
gumming each other to death
over rotten meat

the unintelligent,
masquerading as geniuses

half-geniuses and quarter-geniuses,
unintelligently masquerading as…
well, who really cares?

the impolite, leaning
on the good manners
of those who are too kind
to tell you the hot, vibrant,
fundamental truth

which is,
that you are
fundamentally
without truth,
or heat, or vibrance

I, on the other hand,
have misplaced all of my politesse,
and have no qualms about
sharing these things with you

I don’t recall which drawer
I left my good manners in,
or what I wrapped around them


but, I can tell you,
with great certainty,
that I’ve had
more than my fill
of the full measure
of you

I can
tell you
what you
can go get
wrapped around

vii.

the steely, red-hot poker of murder
in your eyes
is only a compliment to me

I would be perturbed, ashamed,
if you approved of me

I have no love for your kind

the secret whisperers, rumor starters,
terminally restless luddites
who shun such newfangled,
diabolical technologies as
empathy and dedication
to things other than self

nonconsensual emotional sadists,
pullers of wings from houseflies,
slayers of fierce dragons, or rather
harmless dragonflies

you are all that is ugly
in a world that was already
teeming with ugliness

busybody breakers of
other people’s toys,
ensnarers of time,
ambuscaders,
ambushers of vitality

there isn’t a pencil
on the whole planet
that’s dull enough
to write your little
shit story

there aren’t enough
rubber bands, twist ties, handcuffs,
thumb cuffs, shoestrings, or nets
on Earth to bind you

there aren’t enough
iron chains, piano strings,
or Mardi Gras beads made out of
concertina razor wire
to wrap around your neck
and throttle you with

nor is there a steamer trunk
heavy enough and sturdy enough
to fit you into, weight it down
with all the barbells in the gym,
wrap the whole thing in chains, and
toss it off the backside of the ferry,
just like Houdini, except,
hopefully less skilled
at the art of escape

you, who have such a knack for
finding beautiful things,
and shattering them
or, at least, doing your damndest to try

you will find
no welcome here

as if you
thought any more
of yourself,
honestly

which of course,
you would
never be

viii.

news anchor
spin games

rewriting history
playing both
the victim
and the hero

convince us,
once again,
explain to us,
what a paragon of virtue
you are

I’ll wait.

you are the weeds,
choking out beautiful flowers,
because you envy them

but, you wouldn’t be happy
being a rose

not even if all the work
of being a rose
was done for you

the moment you actually
became a rose,
you would instantly
become jealous of the orchids

you’d swear that you were
being cheated
by all those selfish petunias

you’d be
stabbing marigolds in the back,
shanking them with
a bundle of thorns
you made in your
unlocked prison cell

stealing their soil and their sunlight,
telling all the dandelions,
honeysuckles, and carnations
what terrible, awful creatures
the petunias and orchids are

and, all the joy
of being a rose
would perish

somewhere in the dark,
shaded corner
of a dry bed of dust
where nothing
ever grows

go on,
be as angry
as you like

I tried to
warn you

I told you
to go take
a nap


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on the cutting room floor

I had to rewrite this piece
several times

it was too long and rambling,
overflowing with rancor and bitterness

it was leaking a sour,
rancid disappointment,
born of the painful
revelations of meeting
the real you

what’s there
when no one else
is watching

so, I had to scrap some of it
for the sake of good editing,
and mental health

it’s better to simply
move on
focus on more pleasant
and important things

this

is all that
remains:

there is
nothing
behind
the curtain

nothing
at all


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roads

once, the roads all lay
wide open before us,
turning in hundreds of
different directions,
taking people on magical journeys
to numberless destinations,
along magnificent trails
of gorgeous scenery

yes, there were always
a few dead ends, here and there, but
one could always
turn around

you could backtrack,
without experiencing
too much anxiety
over lost time

you’d happen upon
interesting choices,
unmarked intersections,
where there was
no signage
to help you navigate
your way

it was all
up to you

choose your own adventure,
twist-a-plot, flip a coin,
“eeny, meanie, miney, moe;
my mother told me this way…
and you… are… not… it”

and so, you’d set down a path,
with guesses, hopes, and fears,
but no real way of knowing
what was up ahead

it was all an exciting gamble

you might meet your death
but, you might find treasure,
fame, or perhaps,
unravel a mystery

“once there was a way
to get back homeward.”

see? Paul knew the deal.

but now,
the roads have all
narrowed

many of them,
if not most,
are blocked off |||||
completely impassible

storms have knocked down trees,
barring the way

some roads are blocked by protesters

many streets are just
too full of potholes

you can’t drive down them without
wrecking your vehicle

all the roads,
even the dirt ones,
are littered with toll booths,
every half a mile

insane fees extracted like teeth

the “protection money”
extortions of gangsters
looks like chump change
in comparison;
third-graders,
threatening to beat you up
for your milk money

half the available highways
have fallen too far into disrepair;
you can’t walk down them,
for fear of stepping in a hole,
breaking your ankle

of the remaining roads,
those still open and drivable,
the traffic is maddening

each thoroughfare
congested with vehicles,
all belching exhaust, and
piloted by madmen,
caught up in the throes of
full blown road rage

too many cars,
even though the travelers
on all of these roads
already know…

there’s nothing
at the end
of any of these highways;
nothing they’d actually want,
anyway

the obsession is no longer
“where are we going?”

it’s now
“how long can we keep driving,
before we run out of gas?”

we no longer worry about
how long it will take us
to get there, because
we know…

there’s nowhere to go

now, we just try to lose ourselves
in the experience of the drive,
desperately trying to forget
why we ever got into the vehicle
in the first place

we no longer
ask ourselves why we
even have a vehicle

such questions would only
cause us to think about
what is at the end of these
endless roundabouts, and
dirt paths, running through
fruitless orchards,
as far as the eye can see

asphalt and concrete
conveyor belts,
mindlessly herding us
through the turnstiles
and metal guide-rails
of urban slaughterhouses

what was so important?
that we had to build these
heartless machines?

pay all these tolls?

deal with all these
crazy people,
rudely plowing ahead
in all these ugly boxes?

and, more importantly,
if whatever it was…

isn’t even there,
anymore…

then,
why the hell
are we still
out here?

why are we
still on
these

tacky footpaths,
made of gauche steppingstones,
leading only to the madhouses

these dry, dead riverbeds
where five out of every ten tankers
are beached, or rudderless

three more of them are sinking

and one more has been pulled over,
by the police

only one out of every ten vessels
on our peculiar, asphalt rivers
is in good working condition,
and sailing on nicely

and, even that one
still lacks any sense of
where it’s headed

what fever is this,
that overtakes us,
compelling us to pursue these

godforsaken
freeways
of the damned

infinite trails of
tamed wilderness
that lead to
absolutely
nowhere

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The God of War Wants Me Dead

Mars made yet another
Attempt on my life today

I was at work, and
Starting to get a bit stir crazy
So, I took a break and went for a walk

I walked up the hill,
The same hill that I walk up and down
Every day… without dying

It rains a lot here, almost all the time
So, I’m used to the hill being muddy,
Slick, just a bit less than safe

I’m used to planting each step very carefully

But today, just as I was taking my break,
Stretching my legs, climbing up and down
The same hill that I never die on,
Mars was changing zodiac signs,

You know, up there, in the big, blue sky thingie

As soon as he did that,
He was automatically squaring
My natal Mars position

Mars square natal Mars is, um… challenging

Seeing his moment of opportunity,
He tripped me

I went sliding down this muddy,
Goddamn hill, the same way I never do

Mars is exactly square (in my birth chart)
To my natal Sun

He’s an out-of-sect malefic for me

So, it’s hardly the first time
He’s tried to take my life

He doesn’t hate me or anything;
It’s just that he looks at me, and
Thinks to himself,

“I really should go ahead and murder him.”

So far, he’s failed every time

Maybe he isn’t really
Trying very hard,
I don’t know for sure

It’s tempting to think that maybe
He’s not that good at his job;
But, I know better than that

I think he’s just pretending to try to kill me

I had to go into the bathroom,
Lock the door, take off my boots,
Remove everything from my pockets,
Take off my jeans, and then
Wash them in the sink

I wrung them out, as best I could

Then, I put everything back on, and
Went out and stood by
A shitty little space heater,
Looking like I had pissed myself

It took two hours for my jeans to dry

This is why I’m pretty sure
That Mars only wants me to think
That he wants me dead

He just finds it entirely too amusing
To almost murder me


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