Beyond Threshold

I.

When I was taking
Jeet Kune Do

Sifu would make us do things like
Get into horse stance
With heavy dumbbells
In each hand

He would casually walk over
To the stereo and put on
A Steely Dan song,
One of the long ones,
Like “Bodhisattva”

We had to do curls in this position
Until the song was finished

Four minutes and fifty seconds
Of pure agony

When I took Muay Thai kickboxing
(I was training under my brother),
We had to do fireman carries
Of other students over our shoulders

Testing for my arm band
(Kind of like a belt in Karate)
I did classes four times that week,
In Muay Thai and Jiu Jitsu,

Plus two private lessons with Kru

Then, on the night of the test,
We did close to a hundred pushups,
As well as burpees, wall-sits, and
Other sadomasochistic insanity

And after all that,
Only then
Did we take our tests

Sparring against
Other students, and
Each of the instructors

We walked through fire

You sharpen steel
Against stone

Some understand
The rigors of training,

The years of martial arts or

The endless struggle
Of bootcamp

Pushing
Exerting
Moving further
Than you believed
You were capable of going

And then, there are those who
Pitch a fit if you ask them
To take out the trash
Or wake up a half-hour
Earlier than usual

II.

Unless you have worked all day
In a field, or grown a vegetable garden,

Then you do not understand
Where food comes from

Unless you have tied your own
Fishing line, baited the hook yourself
With a live, wriggling minnow,
Worm, or cricket,
Caught the fish,
Scaled it, chopped the head off,
Gutted it, and cooked it yourself,

You cannot say that you
Know how to provide food

Unless you have crawled
Out of bed at 3 or 4 am,
Put on long johns,
Several pairs of socks, and other
Heavy winter gear,
Trudged out into the
Dense bramble and thorns
Of the woods,
Climbed up into a tree stand,
Sat there motionless and
Absolutely quiet
For the entire day,
Stared blearily through the twilight fog
At the deer who came out to forage,
Aimed, fired, climbed down,
Dragged that dead deer through the dense
Thorns, branches, and brambles,
Loaded it up into the truck,
Taken it home,
Hooked up the carcass to a hoist winch,
Raised it high up in the air, cutting it open
Spilling the entrails all over the ground,
Skinning it, harvesting the meat, then you
Stored the meat and
Disposed of the guts, and then you
Cooked that meat yourself…

You must not allow yourself
To believe that you are a hunter

Unless you have been in
At least one fight
In which you could have
Literally died,
Not just metaphorically,

You are not a warrior

IV.

Unless your stack of handwritten journals
Reaches up to your ankle
Or higher,

You are not self-aware

Unless the stack of
Books that you’ve read
(Not merely purchased, but read)
About personal growth and
Communication skills and
Emotional regulation
Reaches all the way up
To your knees
Or higher

Then don’t you dare ever say
That you’re “doing the work”

Unless you can move
Through an entire day
Without speaking a single word
To anyone, for any reason,
And do so without complaint

Don’t say that you possess
Discipline or self-control

V.

Some people understand
What it truly means

To push the envelope
To exert themselves beyond exhaustion
To grow farther and faster
Than they ever believed
They were capable of growing

And then, there are those who
Scream or pout
If you challenge them
To stop telling
Childish lies

Or you ask them
For a sincere
Apology

People today
Are soft,
Spongy, and
Weak

On every level

Physically,
Mentally,
Spiritually,
Emotionally

Modern technology
And a society of laws
Protects them
From every type of
Minor discomfort

But the
True world, ⠀
The one that is
Underneath
The polite veneer…

The harsh, brutal,
Violent, real world

Is not for
The weak

And when the shit
Inevitably
Hits the fan,

They won’t
Last very
Long


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell


Eighteen-year-old me, first kill

The poem above is a standalone piece, and it is not part of the book pictured below.

But my book, Basic Survival Prepping is about the kinds of survival skills discussed in the poem.

Over 500 pages of how-to, DIY approaches to preparing yourself for emergencies and disasters of all types.

15wordserotica

I don’t want
What anyone else
Can have

I want
What you’ll never
Take back


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

Author’s Note: I rarely do writing challenges. I think I’ve responded to maybe three total. This is a 15 Word Erotica challenge I did about a year or two ago.

On the surface, it seems I went less overtly erotic with this, but within the context of how I heard about the challenge, it’s actually far more intense than it sounds.

But rather than explain that, I’ll simply leave your dirty minds to fill in the gaps however you want to.

Untitled

I.⠀

endless wicks,
sticks of wax⠀

splinters
in the heels
of giants⠀

light the oil lamp
call it a wake⠀

light the fuse
call it elation⠀

light up nothing
call it fake⠀

light upon wings
call it all celebration⠀

II.⠀

folding back and shaking
the apparatus⠀

dew slides away
and a new challenger
frees itself
from the penumbra⠀

III.⠀

nothing quite like it


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

From the book in the current

wealthy sexy famous

life walks right up to your door

chasing money
is death

chasing love
is death

chasing fame
is death

power, sex, a high,
friendship, genius,
rare treasures

all death

regardless
of what you
label these things,
they are futile
pursuits

your parents, teachers, and friends
don’t explain this to you because
your parents, teachers, and friends
are all morons

they’re products of ⠀
an extended indoctrination ⠀
by previous generations⠀

generations that had
the whole world on a string

generations who convinced them
they could have everything they
ever wanted or dreamed of

in a world that
no longer
exists

that’s why they’re all
saddled with debt,
fighting it out to the death
in divorce court,
strangling each other
over custody of the kids,
and having full-blown
meltdowns
over getting their
social media post
of their vacation breakfast
just right

if that’s not
insanity,
then it will serve just fine
as a placeholder

you can think of all of your
foolish hunting for these
illusions of safety as

trying to secure a future
making sure you have enough
just trying to get by
living in the moment
building for tomorrow
chasing the dream

call it
whatever
you want,

it’s still you
chasing something
that life isn’t
offering you

it’s forced,
inorganic

false

hubris

the truth is that life
walks opportunities
right up to your door

not all of them
are things that are
good for you

you might already
have exactly what you need

and accepting something
that looks shinier, newer,
slightly more expensive,
would be a mistake

but the ones that are good for you,
you feel it in your bones,
right away,

regardless of how hard
you try to talk yourself out of it
later on

if you’re lucky,
there might be a note
pinned to it,

“yeah, I know it’s not exactly what you
“were hoping for, or expecting.
“but it’s what you need,
“and it will heal you.
“so, don’t break it, or lose it.”

but usually,
there are no
instructions

it doesn’t
happen
often

and sure,
sometimes,
it’s not exactly
sitting right there
in a box, wrapped up
with a bow on it

sometimes,
it’s a map,
something
that you have to
go out and get

an errand
you have to run

a phone call
you have to make

but it’s
almost never
something that you
went looking for
that day

and it’s rarely
the type of thing
you’d imagined

it’s something
that life just
dropped
in your lap

it knocks

it’s only a matter
of whether or not

you will
open up


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

Ooops.⠀

When I first started writing poetry
I had read
very little
of the classics,
only what I had
come across
in school⠀

To me, most of the “classics”
were very
foreign
distant
not at all relatable⠀

except for one
small batch
that I tore out
of a high school textbook⠀

There, I met my new friends,
the real, cool kids⠀

Don Marquis’ archy hears from mars
Rudyard Kipling’s If

Emily Dickinson, in all of her
unknown brilliance⠀

Edwin Arlington Robinson,
sharing with me the stories of
Miniver Cheevy and Richard Cory⠀

and my high school sweetheart,
Sylvia Plath⠀

I was not normally one to
deface textbooks⠀

but then, I didn’t want to
leave my friends behind⠀

I still have them today⠀

by the time I started
reading great poets,
geniuses
like Dylan Thomas,
e.e. cummings, Stephen Crane,
Charles Bukowski,
Robert Frost
and dozens of other
superb writers⠀

I had already written
several books worth of
my own poetry⠀

I then realized…⠀

I had
nothing new
to say⠀

It was all just a
re-hash of them,
even though I had never read them⠀

so much
for my grand
contribution
of genius…⠀

of course, by then
I was already entirely too
attached
to my work
and to the art
of writing itself⠀

I was too attached
to go back and
change anything⠀

but I would sometimes wish
that either…
I had never
read those poets⠀

or that I had
never written
anything
of my own⠀

but neither
of these thoughts
was genuinely
honest⠀

and anyway,
by then…⠀

it was
too
late


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

From the book on the page – poems for artists, writers, and other hooligans

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I.⠀

laughing on the outskirts of darkness
at the perfunctory imitations
of the imperceptible⠀

II.⠀

laughing in the belly of darkness⠀

quelling the acidic tide
of the caustic factory⠀

III.⠀

laughing in the wake of darkness⠀

this cavalier illusion
now drinks its own blood for sustenance
and is not satisfied⠀

reeling from the percussion
of its own breath,
it now threatens no one⠀

IV.⠀

laughing on the outskirts of brightness


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

From the book Liber ex Liberi