all of it

all of it
is pointless
without love

and love
is something
that most people
don’t have
don’t even want
don’t understand
can’t even comprehend

all
of it is
pointless
without love

but love
is not money
nor dopamine thrills
nor fame
nor vacations

and it’s not
something
that you just
fall out of

because of
tough times
or because
someone else
looked good

if you walk away
for such reasons,
then you
never had it
to begin with

it is not
anything
that you take
or accept

it is
what you
give

and giving
is something
that has
fallen
out of
fashion

people throw it away
like an old toaster

they abuse it
like the clutch
of a rental car

they fake it

which never
made any sense to me,
not even remotely

it baffles me
anytime I think about it

but they are more
concerned with
securing the
perceived
wealth
status
sex
or
having
someone
they can hurt, for “fun”
because they enjoy pulling
the wings off of helpless houseflies

for these senseless reasons,
billions of people
fake love
every day

and yet,
they all
still feel
entitled to it

it’s beyond my
ability to digest
a suitable excuse
for doing this

It seems to me like
saying, “why yes,
“I have four priceless vases at home,
“three Rembrandts, two Monets,
“8,000 bars of gold, and 2,000 silver
“why are you staring at me as if
“you don’t believe me?”

but they continue to
look the other person
dead in the eye
and tell them

“I love you”

and then
treat them
in ways that the
Geneva Conventions
wouldn’t deem
acceptable

they spit in the
other person’s
breakfast, and
then, puzzled,
ask

“why aren’t you eating?
“not hungry?”

all of it
is
pointless
without
love

none of the other resources
available in the world
are genuinely enjoyable
without it

and if you had it,
and you understood it,
then you’d no sooner
give it away than you would
chop off your own head

rich people
try to buy the love
of the people around them

and every time,
they’re shocked to discover
that it just doesn’t work that way

it’s not
something you
purchase

it’s something
that you have
inside of yourself
and you ⠀
give it away
to another person

like removing
your ability to
reason for yourself,
handing it over to them
and saying,

please
take care of this,
it’s important
to me

none of the
wealth, power,
or prestige
even means
anything

unless
one of
two things
is true

you’re either a
dead-eyed parasite
who doesn’t understand
or care about anything
except soulless,
momentary pleasures

or you have
someone
who means
more to you

than you do
to yourself

all of it is
pointless
without
love


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

My Funny Valentine

My Funny Valentine

“My Funny Valentine” is a show tune from the 1937 Rodgers and Hartcoming of age musical Babes in Arms in which it was introduced by teenaged star Mitzi Green. The song became a popular jazz standard, appearing on over 1300 albums performed by over 600 artists.  —Wikipedia


Music by Richard Rodgers⠀
Lyrics by Lorenz Hart⠀
Arrangement by Barry Coates⠀
Performed by Trent Boswell


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Original Lyrics

Verse (Introductory)

Behold the way our fine-feathered friend
His virtue doth parade
Thou knowest not, my dim-witted friend
The picture thou hast made⠀

Thy vacant brow and thy tousled hair
Conceal thy good intent
Thou noble, upright, truthful, sincere
And slightly dopey gent—
You’re…⠀

Refrain

My funny valentine,
Sweet comic valentine,
You make me smile with my heart⠀

Your looks are laughable,
Unphotographable,
Yet you’re my favorite work of art⠀

Is your figure less than Greek?
Is your mouth a little weak?
When you open it to speak,
Are you smart?⠀

But don’t change your hair for me,
Not if you care for me
Stay, little valentine, stay
Each day is Valentine’s Day


How High the Moon

This is a chord-melody arrangement of one of my favorite jazz tunes, a lovely song called “How High the Moon.”

Words by Nancy Hamilton⠀
Music by Morgan Lewis⠀
Arrangement by Mike Christiansen⠀
Performed here by Trent Boswell


How High the Moon

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Original Lyrics

Somewhere there’s music,
How faint the tune
Somewhere there’s heaven,
How high the moon

There is no moon above
When love is far away too,
‘Till it comes true
That you love me as I love you

Somewhere there’s music,⠀
It’s where you are
Somewhere there’s heaven,⠀
How near, how far⠀

The darkest night would shine⠀
If you would come to me soon
Until you will, how still my heart,
How high the moon


how dare i

how dare i take you
by lascivious force
boss you around
play the pirate, tie you up
treat you roughly
as my possession
force upon you my will
make you drink from my cup⠀

for then,
you would not
be free
to do as you like
i’d be a curse for you to endure
and whatever then
would you do?⠀

how dare i worship you
as a goddess, divinity’s source
respect your opinions
hear your voice
let you run free
give you space and respect
yield to your whims
whatever your choice⠀

for then,
you would not
be attracted to me
no desire, masculine, primal passion
no naughty novelties, obscene, obscure
and whatever then
would you do?⠀

how dare i
stay the middle course
walk the fine line
weigh situations, each
independent, with thoughtful care
read moods, assess
accordingly to act
whether i should listen or teach⠀

for then,
tepid, neither cold nor hot
is how you’d find me
indecisive, wavering
weak and spineless, insecure
and whatever then
would you do?


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

From the book Time for Nothing – Poetry, Prose and Song Lyrics

Out to Dry

As Venus stations
Retrograde in Scorpio,
And Mercury enters the
Shadow phase in the same sign

I ask myself,
What could possibly
Go wrong?

Something about
Missing 100% of the
Baseball hoops that you
Never field goal into space

I suppose that if she were
Reading this,
It’d be easy enough
For her to just
Pretend she never
Even saw it

Maybe it would
Make her smile

And that’d be okay

There’s no harm in that,
A simple compliment

Maybe she would even feel
Safe enough, comfortable enough,
To say that she appreciated it

Nothing dramatic would happen

She’d get to feel nice,
I’d get to save face,
We’d both go on about our lives

Or in the very
Best case scenario,
Maybe it would
Make her feel
So good

That she’d use
That number

She’d text
Or call

We could go out,
Get to know each other

But I guess we’ll never know,
Because I’m far too smart
To do something as stupid
As post this

Online, ⠀
On the internet,
Where everyone
Could see it⠀

Not in this impossible-to-navigate
Modern world, where there’s
No such thing as an appropriate
Time or place to flirt with a girl
⠀
I’d look like ⠀
A goddamn fool

No, I’m just gonna
Play it safe
Treat this like a
Private journal entry

Let no one else
Ever read it

Oops.

I accidentally hit the ⠀
Publish button

Well, now I
Definitely
Look like ⠀
An idiot

I guess it’s a
Good thing
I’m used
To that


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell

Beyond Threshold

I.

When I was taking
Jeet Kune Do

Sifu would make us do things like
Get into horse stance
With heavy dumbbells
In each hand

He would casually walk over
To the stereo and put on
A Steely Dan song,
One of the long ones,
Like “Bodhisattva”

We had to do curls in this position
Until the song was finished

Four minutes and fifty seconds
Of pure agony

When I took Muay Thai kickboxing
(I was training under my brother),
We had to do fireman carries
Of other students over our shoulders

Testing for my arm band
(Kind of like a belt in Karate)
I did classes four times that week,
In Muay Thai and Jiu Jitsu,

Plus two private lessons with Kru

Then, on the night of the test,
We did close to a hundred pushups,
As well as burpees, wall-sits, and
Other sadomasochistic insanity

And after all that,
Only then
Did we take our tests

Sparring against
Other students, and
Each of the instructors

We walked through fire

You sharpen steel
Against stone

Some understand
The rigors of training,

The years of martial arts or

The endless struggle
Of bootcamp

Pushing
Exerting
Moving further
Than you believed
You were capable of going

And then, there are those who
Pitch a fit if you ask them
To take out the trash
Or wake up a half-hour
Earlier than usual

II.

Unless you have worked all day
In a field, or grown a vegetable garden,

Then you do not understand
Where food comes from

Unless you have tied your own
Fishing line, baited the hook yourself
With a live, wriggling minnow,
Worm, or cricket,
Caught the fish,
Scaled it, chopped the head off,
Gutted it, and cooked it yourself,

You cannot say that you
Know how to provide food

Unless you have crawled
Out of bed at 3 or 4 am,
Put on long johns,
Several pairs of socks, and other
Heavy winter gear,
Trudged out into the
Dense bramble and thorns
Of the woods,
Climbed up into a tree stand,
Sat there motionless and
Absolutely quiet
For the entire day,
Stared blearily through the twilight fog
At the deer who came out to forage,
Aimed, fired, climbed down,
Dragged that dead deer through the dense
Thorns, branches, and brambles,
Loaded it up into the truck,
Taken it home,
Hooked up the carcass to a hoist winch,
Raised it high up in the air, cutting it open
Spilling the entrails all over the ground,
Skinning it, harvesting the meat, then you
Stored the meat and
Disposed of the guts, and then you
Cooked that meat yourself…

You must not allow yourself
To believe that you are a hunter

Unless you have been in
At least one fight
In which you could have
Literally died,
Not just metaphorically,

You are not a warrior

IV.

Unless your stack of handwritten journals
Reaches up to your ankle
Or higher,

You are not self-aware

Unless the stack of
Books that you’ve read
(Not merely purchased, but read)
About personal growth and
Communication skills and
Emotional regulation
Reaches all the way up
To your knees
Or higher

Then don’t you dare ever say
That you’re “doing the work”

Unless you can move
Through an entire day
Without speaking a single word
To anyone, for any reason,
And do so without complaint

Don’t say that you possess
Discipline or self-control

V.

Some people understand
What it truly means

To push the envelope
To exert themselves beyond exhaustion
To grow farther and faster
Than they ever believed
They were capable of growing

And then, there are those who
Scream or pout
If you challenge them
To stop telling
Childish lies

Or you ask them
For a sincere
Apology

People today
Are soft,
Spongy, and
Weak

On every level

Physically,
Mentally,
Spiritually,
Emotionally

Modern technology
And a society of laws
Protects them
From every type of
Minor discomfort

But the
True world, ⠀
The one that is
Underneath
The polite veneer…

The harsh, brutal,
Violent, real world

Is not for
The weak

And when the shit
Inevitably
Hits the fan,

They won’t
Last very
Long


©2026 Kevin Trent Boswell


Eighteen-year-old me, first kill

The poem above is a standalone piece, and it is not part of the book pictured below.

But my book, Basic Survival Prepping is about the kinds of survival skills discussed in the poem.

Over 500 pages of how-to, DIY approaches to preparing yourself for emergencies and disasters of all types.