how dare i take you by lascivious force boss you around play the pirate, tie you up treat you roughly as my possession force upon you my will make you drink from my cup⠀
for then, you would not be free to do as you like i’d be a curse for you to endure and whatever then would you do?⠀
how dare i worship you as a goddess, divinity’s source respect your opinions hear your voice let you run free give you space and respect yield to your whims whatever your choice⠀
for then, you would not be attracted to me no desire, masculine, primal passion no naughty novelties, obscene, obscure and whatever then would you do?⠀
how dare i stay the middle course walk the fine line weigh situations, each independent, with thoughtful care read moods, assess accordingly to act whether i should listen or teach⠀
for then, tepid, neither cold nor hot is how you’d find me indecisive, wavering weak and spineless, insecure and whatever then would you do?
As Venus stations Retrograde in Scorpio, And Mercury enters the Shadow phase in the same sign
I ask myself, What could possibly Go wrong?
Something about Missing 100% of the Baseball hoops that you Never field goal into space
I suppose that if she were Reading this, It’d be easy enough For her to just Pretend she never Even saw it
Maybe it would Make her smile
And that’d be okay
There’s no harm in that, A simple compliment
Maybe she would even feel Safe enough, comfortable enough, To say that she appreciated it
Nothing dramatic would happen
She’d get to feel nice, I’d get to save face, We’d both go on about our lives
Or in the very Best case scenario, Maybe it would Make her feel So good
That she’d use That number
She’d text Or call
We could go out, Get to know each other
But I guess we’ll never know, Because I’m far too smart To do something as stupid As post this
Online, ⠀ On the internet, Where everyone Could see it⠀
Not in this impossible-to-navigate Modern world, where there’s No such thing as an appropriate Time or place to flirt with a girl ⠀ I’d look like ⠀ A goddamn fool
No, I’m just gonna Play it safe Treat this like a Private journal entry
