I’d thought I’d seen
A kindness in her eyes
Upon reflection,
It was never there
I had projected love onto her,
Through my arduous staring;
It was not love she felt, but mirth
The kind of infantile glee
That a child feels upon
Breaking another child’s toy
The hateful smile born of one
Incapable of caring
For anyone or anything
There is a type of impish delight
That a recidivistic child will not surrender,
Even upon the pain of death
A wanton emotional sadism
Is the closest thing
That a void can ever hope to call
Fulfillment
Some spirits are only vacant motel rooms,
Unable to accept any guests,
Because they are filled to capacity
With fear
Staring incredulously at
Love’s credit card, and
Insisting upon fifth and sixth
Forms of identification
The only entertainment they enjoy
Is the sneering, bitter amusement
Of watching others
Fall upon their swords
For a vampire,
Every calorie is an empty calorie
Every kill is
Nothing but a sour reminder
Of the eternal need
For more killing
©2024 Kevin Trent Boswell

