blood meal

slow boiling,
thrusting tired reasons
into the weary lap,
insisting that some
small attention
be paid

but, I know better

I know better than to recite
the ancient prayers of martyrdom

it’s better not to read from
the scroll of curses,
raising the dead from tattered ground

it’s best to let them sleep,
and slide into permanent anonymity

one does better not to

not to chant the titles of lesser demons,
not to coax ghosts from crypts,
not to roust the ravenous empty

it is far more desirable
that the accursed names
of behemoth
remain unspoken

it’s incredibly easy
to exceed capacity,
strangled by your excess,
and your soft spot for monsters

let the red soaked ground dry,
give wounds time to heal,
allow the guillotine blade
a moment
to cool down

let the dust of buzz-sawed bones
settle, and fall out of the choking air

let the empty-headed hydra of war
collapse

exhausted from fighting its thousands of
invisible enemies

there has been enough carnage
for one day

there has been

enough

grant the dying wish
of silence

a blessed respite,
blissfully unaware
of your woeful, grinding appellations,
that unendingly unhappy visage,
stained with its frown
and the frost of unyielding winter

this petite quiet,
this dainty truce,

it is so delightfully superior,
to the constant bombardment,
the complaints of directionless bullets

angry shrapnel, with nothing better to do
than to bark at the meaningless winds
of a barren landscape,
where no one ever argued
about arguments

the thirst of your nameless hounds
is never sated

no amount of anything,
anything carelessly mislabeled “justice”
would ever tip your scales,
one way, or the other

your loaded dice fall from the table
on each and every stupid
turn

no bodycount is ever high enough,
there is no number of heads in a basket
that will ever quell your
determined dissatisfaction

ceaseless disapproval

incapable of receiving yes,
trampling all answers into the dirt

happy only to take
an eternal no

and, even then,
only as an affirmation
of the absence
of the affirmative

the reasonless ill will
of your callous armies,
all those unemployed mercenaries,
itching for new enmities

your warfare is unabated,
insufferable,
unattractive

it is a Christmas fucking miracle,
to receive nothing,
nothing at all


©2023 Kevin Trent Boswell

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Author: Kevin Trent Boswell

Kevin Trent Boswell is a thing that once blinked briefly in and out of existence. It made noises and gestures while it lasted. The exact nature of its demise is unclear. Some sources say it collapsed beneath the weight of entropy and time. Other tertiary evidence suggests the possibility that it was destroyed by a predator, an accident, or perhaps even by itself. The truth of the matter is unknown. Luckily, no one cares.

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